I am done with winter.. Brrr.
Bring on the warmth of spring, and summer. I miss the sun.
I wish for blooming flowers, and that fresh spring smell.
I look forward to the late summer nights at the beach.
What are you missing,waiting, hoping for?
At my most recent OP appt, I was up a 1/2 pound. Not good enough. That beng said, It was suggested being admitted to my local hospital to be tube-fed. What?! I am not even at my lowest weight, and they dont even consider going into treatment again, just bedrest/ tubefeed. Umm no thankyou. I know that would not be helpful in my recovery. yes, I may regain weight faster, but mentally thoughts would be more conflicting, and how long do they think I can stand sitting in a hospital bed?
That idea is crazy in my opinion. So afer talking it over with the parentals I have been given one last chance to prove I can recover at home. So I’m given it my all. It is very hard, and I still get nervous about how many calories I must consume, but I keep telling myself, it Will be worth it in the end.
13 pounds till I’m in my weight range, wish me luck!