Or so I hope. I will yet again be entering treatment. Weight restoration is the main goal, but also finding myself again, and learning to live.
I never wanted to be that girl, in and out of hospitals for her adolescence. I wanted to be recovered from my ed, leaving it as a distnat memory in the past.
But I now know we don’t choose these things, we must battle whatever is put in front of us. In my case anorixia sneeks up every chance it gets and steals my life right out of my hands.
I have the chance to get it back, and I will.
My parents may think I am just trying to run away from my life, when really I am trying to create my life. I have goals for myself, and they cannot be attained while ed lingers around.
This time, treatment is for me. I am going back to where I have started my recovery process twice now, then hopefully sooner than later, I will be transfered to a new facility. A place where the focus is not around family, but the individual, and there I will make strides in creating the future that I want so very much for myself.
I can’t thank you all enough for your support! You are all beautiful, never forget it ❤