Seven more sleeps until I make the big move to my new city.
A fresh awakening, a new start, a beggining that I’ve been waiting for.
I am beyond excited, as well as nervous and scared.
But, I feel good about this, and though my health may not be in the state it should be,
I am fighting to get there and am determined to not let ed ruin a great opportunity.
I remember Oprah’s words of wisdom: ‘Education is the key to unlocking the world, a passport to freedom.’
& I beleive them to be true. Education can take you so far, and I have this opportunity so I will use it to my greatest advantage.
I want so badly to reach my top potential, and not to succumb myself to a life lead by anorexia.
I want to steer my own ship and find my true self in the process.
In ode of these last days of summer, I need to start challenging myself now,so I can reach all of my aspirations, goals;
whatever you wanna call ’em.
I have not been doing monthly goals lately because my main focus was on my health and weight gain.
And, seeing how that isn’t getting very far, I’ve decided to break it down into smaller steps, babysteps, to make better progress.
I realize I will be undergoing some majour changes as soon as I move into a dorm;
-I won’t have so much alone time, I’ll constantly be surrounded by other students, teachers, and generally have more social interactions. This is definatley a plus, as I’ve been kind of lonely.
-My routine will be drastically different; a full course load, homework, reading, trying to participate and be involved in extra cirricular stuff, make new friends, and meet new people.
Yeah, definatley no time to deal with or even think of pleasing eds desires.
-No more leisurley waking up at 830 and making stove-top nanner oats; Cafeteria food.
I am thankful that there is a whole cafe devoted to veggie’s/vegan’s & healthy food, so at least I will always know there’s options I like.
That being said, I do want to be okay with having pizza and ‘normal’ stuff that my peers will be eating.
Heck, I hope I gain the so-called “freshman 15.”
I am beyond excited and cannot wait for this new chapter of my life to begin.
Are you undergoing any new begginings? please share 🙂